A Free Write, From My Soul to Yours

What to do, when it has come for you?

The Kundalini.

Art by Charles Bergquist 

When the time has come for your desires to unfold within themselves, what happens? 

Who stoked your inner fire when the flame has burned higher and higher, taking over houses, spaces, places, until the roar of an emblazoned horizon takes over the totality of your existence?

When the maniacal lover explodes a part of you, you always knew existed, but never knew how to access. Now, you’re not sure if you want to access it. But the time has come anyway, and you must walk through. 

Courage and patience and fierceness and love. How to be so strong, so full, so fiery, how to be so light, so loving, so flowing?

When it’s on, it’s on.

The fever for expression burns within you. The stationary child writhes within, agony as that which you desire is not coming to you in the exact moment. Heart happiness and genuine good vibrations share space with a fiery, frantic anticipation. Every day. Every day. Energy becomes intense, and sometimes it feels like it’s too much to bear. 

All encompassing.

What do you do when you desire something so badly, and it doesn’t take form? What do you do when you know it’s only a matter of patience and divine timing, but you want it now? 

How do you handle the urge for something so much greater than yourself? 

Observe. 

Honour that one day this will seem far away. 

This too shall pass. 

Be present with the humanness of it all. 

Be present with the cosmicness of it all. 

Be grateful for the chance to feel so much, so deeply, so fully, so ravenously, when so many at this time are sleepwalking. 

And channel that furiousity of feeling into projects which have been begging your attention. Do the best you can, with what you have. Be in the energy of that which you desire. Pretend as though it is already happening. Wake up in the morning being grateful for the waves of prosperity that wash over you now. Be grateful for all the golden light in your life. Feel the energy, the vibrations of love before you. Feel the light within you. Honour your space. Honour your timing. Be grateful. Let go of the frantic pace. The clawing, the pulling, the lack. Fill it with love and kindness, tenderness and compassion. Let a new dawn, a new day, come before you now, and live in it’s energy, even when it has not manifested in 3D yet.

Know your power. Trust your feelings. Trust your desires. Do not deem them as wrong, petulant, childish, or foolish. Do not become embarrassed over your quenching for that which you seek. Be in full who you are. Own your emotions, own your feelings. 

Create from this place. Honour the steady rhythm of your soul as it meets the energy of desire. Give thanks for that which you have. That which you desire has already arrived. 

That which you desire has already arrived.